People say the last few moments before you drift off to sleep, you usually think about things, everyone does, you can't hide that fact from me. Its during these precious moments you are one with yourself, no one else but you in your mind, no exterior distractions. Its in these few moments you have a chat with yourself about yourself. Its within these few moments you get the opportunity to find out who you really are. Don't waste these few moments.

The feelings I have inside can never be expressed, no one would understand, no one can understand, I once let a few people get close to me, I ended up getting hurt in the end.

I trusted them with my true self but instead I was misunderstood. They didn't understand and started to become judgmental.
I once lost myself to love in the past but never again.

I can only wish someday you would understand me better than myself.
When will I find my one true love? No one believes in true love anymore, I hurts me so much that no one believes in the purest of things.

I liked it better when we were all innocent children, life was so much simpler, friends back then was better than friends now ten fold, we had no worries.

I feel hurt and wounded when I think about the people around me and how much they have lost themselves that they forget it was their past that made them who they are today.

I have trouble sleeping knowing that no one sees it through the eyes of a child anymore.
If you are not aware, at least don't be ignorant, be innocent, that way no one can blame you.

I hope you understand I am this way because it is me, I'm afraid to be judged by people who would never understand. Because I care about them and I don't want to lose them because of their own ignorance and inability to understand, its not fair to me.

Understand.