Take a moment of your time and read, I know most would see the barrage of words and think "I ain't reading that much shit." If you are able to read and understand, it just means you have a heightened level of understanding and we are on the same page.

Today was just another day in the world, I always believed in my friends, I always hoped people would share the same views on friendship or sometimes "brotherhood", a term which has lost its meaning in the world due to people using the term without putting thought or meaning into it.

When someone speaks of brotherhood, do you really believe in it anymore? Its those days of our parents where friendship was so much more innocent and pure, now its everyone making use of everyone, you enable me, i enable you. There is rarely an occasion when someone does or says something out of purity of their heart, ulterior motives and agendas surround our everyday actions and speech, it is what binds us and controls us.

Most of us are not even aware of our actions, but if you took the time and asked yourself "why did i do it that way?" or "Why did i say that?"
Think hard enough and you will soon realize you did whatever you did or said whatever you said with a purpose, and whatever your purpose may be, it will probably for your personal gain.

If you are able to read into your OWN actions and tell yourself what you REALLY want, then whatever actions you take or whatever you say will inevitable work out one way or another, this of course cannot be applied to everything as the undeniable X-Factor in any situation may thwart your plans, the other party, they probably are not as aware of thier own actions are you are and will act unpredictably because he or she is unable to come to a realization on what he or she really wants, hence the random reaction, when i say random in this case it would not seem random, because majority of the population all has this lack of understanding.

And it is because of the fact most people are unaware that prevents us from furthering our own goals, when you do something, you expect the person to reciprocate somehow, or at least acknowledge and appreciate, but most won't, how can anyone continue doing what they are doing without any of these? Hope. It is what pushes me and many others, hoping ONE DAY, someone will acknowledge me and thank me, in whatever way, i will feel it and be contented.

Even those who blindly help and give endlessly to the needy but are never appreciated or thanked, when asked, they would surely say they don't need a thanks, its the right thing to do, indeed it is, no doubt about it, but somewhere deep inside that person's heart, lies that dying desire to be recognized for their efforts.

Be aware my friends, for I can only hope one day you will appreciate people more and acknowledge how much i treasure you as friends and you will do the same for me.